Hi guys. It's me your ever faithfull headbanger, Renee'. This appears to be my first entry so you'd think I'd give a little introduction. But I am far too lazy and if I get around to it, I will put little bits of my history in future entries. Today's little lesson, I am one of the grungy goths that you see in school hanging out with only other grungy goth people. Yeah, we pretty much keep to ourselves. My favorite color is black and my favorite kind of music is Rock. So when I talk about rock and black and weird friends alot, then you know why. This weekend I spent with my ever loving grandparents. No, they are not uncool. They are the best. And even though I might take them for granted, they are miracles and should be treated like they are. I guess I'm talking like they're really old but not really. In there fifties, the both of them. They aren't as red neck as my mom's side of the family, but you know, everyone in SC is quite country. Much to my despite. I play the trumpet in the school band and my best friend and I are also starting to be drummers. I love the beat and there's also a need for good percussionists. So here I am, multitasking Renee'. Although I'm lazy in some areas of life, music is my passion, and I'd do anything for it. Tomorrow, I've just realised, I have to stay after school for talent show practice. Yes, the Prize Ensamble tried out and made it. So I'm typing and looking over my LOUIE LOUIE sheet music. What a chore. What a chore. I have a softer side that, no matter how much I try to harden it, will not go away. So I am stuck with feelings that everyday come to me very strongly. Every day when David waves at me on the way to 7th period, a chill runs down my spine. Even though it is nice of him to acknowledge that I exist, I hate the chill. It thinks it's my friend, but it's only the pain of the pleasure. Yeah, poetic as it might be, it's true. David and I have spoken in the mosh pit at school dances and we appear to have a lot in common.That I find is amazing. Oh, crap. Mom needs the phone so I have to get off. Until we meet again, my friends. Renee'