Well atleast today I feel alive. Sorry I haven't been writing. And sorry in advance for this not being a real entry. Because I'm not up to writing every excrutiating detail and even if I was you wouldn't care. ______________________________________________ Why are most of these entries I read on the home page romantic or tragic or both? Was there a memo I missed out on? Do you remember how I said I couldn't stop thinking about Freddy? Well I lied. I can stop and I did stop. Yesterday when I went to Joey's (my best friend that occasionaly comes to visit his Nana which lives up the road) Rudy(boy that I've known since 2nd grade and play around with a lot) came over too. So it was me Joey, Rudy, and Tyler(my brother.) So Rudy and I started flirting and Tyler got mad because I wasn't paying attention to him. So he left and went home. He came back and said he told Mom Rudy was feeling me up. And then I told Nana (I call her Nana too because she is practically my Nana)to call mom and tell her it was a lie. And she did. Because she was right there and Rudy wouldn't do anything like that right in front of Nana. He isn't dumb. So after that we cracked open a water melon and ate all of it but smashed the rine over Tyler's head. The Joey got a big bucket of water and said, "Tiller (what we call him up there)We're so sorry. Let's rinse you off!" and then he dumped it on Tyler's head! Haha! So anyway when me and Rudy and Joey were sitting on the swing, (I always sit in the middle of Joey and Rudy) they start to tickle me. And I can't stop laughing. So I lean on Rudy and he wraps me up in his arms and holds me so Joey can't get to me. And then he said,"Little Lover Girl! I'm going to eat you alive!" And then he squeezed me tighter. And I still couldn't stop laughing. So then Nana came out and told me and Rudy and Tyler that we needed to go home before the storm hit and so we did but Rudy said he would miss me. And if that's not enough to take my mind off Freddy, nothing is. LOL. Outtie.