Well I've officially decided that I'm in love with Robby. And no matter how long it takes, I'm going to have him. Today he told me he loved me and he never wanted me to leave his side. Well he's still going out with Caitlyn. He told me he tries to break up with her everyday but each time he attempts, she cries and begs him not to leave. And Robby's a pretty sympathetic guy. He can't stand to hear pleads and see tears. So what could he do? He told me that on Monday, he's gonna really do it. No matter how bad she pitches her fit. And I told him that if it gets down to it, I'd talk to her. I'm hoping that it won't come to that. She hates my guts for even knowing Robby. But hey, he's my one true love. And it's strange to hear myself say that. I'm thirteen. I shouldn't have a "one true love" yet. But I do. And she's just gonna have to accept that. I know if I do go out with Robby, it'll be a bumpy ride. But I'm ready for it. I love him way to much to just half-ass this. I just can't let go. Not again. I've let him slip through my fingers way too many times. And you know what? Tonight is the first time he's confessed his love. He's always hinted at it. But tonight is the first time the words, "I love you." slipped through his lips. And I just disolved into him when he said it. Everything was perfect for the rest of the night. And then my mom cam and he just held me. I told him I had to go. He didn't want me to but he let me. He didn't want me to get into trouble. He said, "Goodnight. Monday's the day." Outtie.