#5--Just got Back from Morgans bday Party

Listening to: nothing
Feeling: ambitious
I think I need to say this, I cant believe that Im not Morgans best friend anymore.. Its just i dont understand what we did to each other, and I miss being her best friend.. The sleepovers and all of the stuff that we did together, she was like my twin sister.. I just miss the good 'ol days.. I talked to my aunt today, about my mother.. My mom isnt doing so well.. she hasnt been able to deal with her problems, she runs from everything.. I think thats why she lives half way across the country.. I miss her so much.. But, it was her decision to move.. I just wish i could see her more often, I havent seen her since last summer, almost a year.. it kills me everyday knowing my mom doesnt live in maine, and i feel like i was part of the reason why she moved, and I have that shame hovering over my head everyday.. it really sucks and Im getting really sick of everyone and their bitching cause, frankly I have my own issues to deal with!! but no i get accused of bitching instead!! l8r
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Tanya dont take peoples shit..and dont ever think u are the reason ur mom moved i used to think that too but its not true tanya! i love u and ill ttyl
maggie
[Anonymous]
hey tanya... it's tonini.... i know how you feel with the whole morgan thing... she used to be my best friend too... but oh well... life goes on and people change... maybe it changed for the best.
Luvs ya