well, I went to the movies today, well tonight atleast. And I have to get this off my chest. I still have feelings for someone. yeah.. and I bet most of my friends right now are going oh.. boy not again.. And all I have to say it that, I miss you. I just dont understand any of this, what is going on?? how can you put up with what you have to deal with?? I could have, I would have given you the world.. I understand, I have a boyfriend.. but, hes just not my type, and even my best friend said that I could do so much better.. I would give it up all for you. I just dont get it. but, oh well.. I will always love you and you know who you are.. I miss the good 'ol days.. staying on the phone, just because.. everytime I got off the phone with you. I had to call you back as soon as I was done with what I was doing.. countless hours on the phone.. so many good times. I know I said I was over you.. but, it was just like before, a lie.. There was so much there.. What happened?? I got help I did what you told me to do, I am so much better, now why havent you come back?? I thought you would, you were always there, I listened to you.. I know everything about you.. Inside and out. I JUST DON'T GET IT!! Later gators!