What the hell is wrong with me?!?

by rocker4life
Feeling: fragile
Hey everyone.. OMG.. What the Hell is wrong with me?? I have a boyfriend, everything in my life right now is perfect. Why the hell am I having second thoughts about someone in my past who was just so grr.. I dont even want to get into it.. but, why?? what the hell.. Hes over and done with.. Im happy now.. well, atleast I think Im happy. IDK, I wish something would happen.. god give me a fucking sign.. So i'll know, I dont want to ruin anything. I just want to know is it really true? Could I have just one more day with you?? The one i think, I love?? But i also hate?? Makes perfect since I know. Im so stupid sometimes. really.. seriously I have everything going for me, why ruin it now with someone in my past who hurt me and also in the process hurting himself. WHY?? WHY?? WHY?? Someone give me an answer, a sign anything. Later Gators.. PS Please tell what you think, what should I do..
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thanks i wrote that one today...im glad u liked it... Tawnie u dont need him...your happy now arnt you? if you are then y would u want to go back to someone who hurt you and would probably do it again? think about it....
~Bambie~
i know how you feel right now, ive been in a similar type of situation, and trust me, youre better off staying away from the person who hurt you. odds are, if you see him again, its only gonna hurt you more, and also, it will probly hurt your boyfriend.

if all its going to do is hurt even more people, then whats the point?
[Anonymous]
everyone always has feelings for people that the recently hate in the past...but try to have a friendship thats better then knowing you have nothing with this person and that makes you feel bad...but your boyfriend that you love..stay with him! You seem to be happy..just be aware and dont let anything or anyone get in the way of that!! Just brace yourself if your going to accept this person in your life!...well cya at practice! lol 8! oxo -nyesha
[Anonymous]
Tanya...stick with the one you got. He wont hurt you and or never dreamed of doing that to you. Trust me, leave the past be...thats why its called the past. Dont dig up something that hurt you. Its only going to hurt you even more this time. Trust me. I know...Hince the reason I dont have alot of boyfriends...But thats another story. xoxo's hope that helps! *Spanky*
Oh god hun It's happened to me...but I never got a sign so I gave up and moved on. I hope you get a sign moving on isn't always fun......
~*April Christine*~
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