Hey Everyone.. Whats up?? nm going on here, Im so pissedoff at myself.. Seriously, I wanted to go the the Prom so bad. And I talked to my friend (most of them are going) and they're so excited.. And Im stuck at home, like usual.. nothings changed about that.. I had a chance to go to the playground with my litte cousin and my step sister, brother, and my cousin.. But, thats fucking dumb.. I dont want to go do that.. And Im so confused right now, I think I really do like this guy and the problem is that none of my friends like him. I want someone that can talk to my friends and be with me...................AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHH HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH HHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! JUST KILL ME PLEASE!! Im so fucking done.. I just want to do something, I want to party, I want to have a good time with my friends , i wanted to go to prom.. I want a boyfriend, I want him back.. I want someone.. GODDAMNIT.. Fuck it..