What the fuck do you care I've done it before I'll do It again I wish I had some one to hold me when I cryed Why am I always holding on? Why should I even give a fuck Do you take care of me? Do you cook when Im hungry? Do you tell me all is fine when you know Its not? Do you write your mind for me to read? Do you ever ask for me? Do you even realize that I go out of my way to love you? I want nothing more than a friendship Is that to much to ask? I spend so much time and energy trying to make you happy When Im angry Its not even my anger When I cry Its my pain where does my pain come from? And where the fuck were you? I want just once to have a friend that cared for me someone to take the knife out of my chest Instead i have someone to kick it farther in What do you think is on my mind when I hold you while you cry? You Nothing more What do you think is on my mind when I hold myself and cry? Nothing Nothing Not a damn thing Why? Because theres NOTHING to hold back my tears Because theres NOTHING to keep me company Because theres NOTHING to talk to me BECAUSE THERES NOTHING not a damn thing Yet I find myself over and over again cradling your heart when Its broke Careesing your wounds you inflicted on yourself Ridding you of any pain you will allow I try so hard to be there for you I want to see you smile I want and I wont