well... im sooo pissed today for some reason...i dont wanna be around ne one... its one of those days where yuu dont care if yuu live or die... and how yuu just wanna be badd... well i was bad alriite... i smoked a whole pack of cigerettes... and i feel wondrful... im not even madd at myself...and i wanna drink i wanna drink alot!! but its only 2 in the afternoon... so i cant... ehh... and im just soo madd... at everyone!! i have no reason to be madd... well except for lastnite...when i was suppose to give a blow job and the guy balied on me!! i was like wtf... yuu mother fucker :X... lol i was like rdy to cry... he said it was because of the rain ... what a lame excuse (it wasnt even raining) i think he may be gay ..thats why he didnt wanna do ne thing... hehe...i bet its true!! well the phone is ringing and that means i gotta get it...so ill bbl ... :) xOx__sanna