well guess what... well yuu kno how i told yuu about the goy that asked me out and howw i thought it was too good to be true... well i was rite!he told me it was all a joke.. i didnt take it as hard as i thought i would..which is good..but i just got back from hanging out w/ the guy down the road...wow hes pretty hott i rlly like him..well we went back into the woods so i could give him head..well i did and he wasked me if he could jerk off in my mouth..so i let him and then he got it all over me...it was sick.. i thought i was gunna barf!ehh... im so happy thats over...but i guess i did it to make myself feel better cause he makes me feel like someone wants me but i kno hes using me but i rlly dont care cause he makes me feel good about myself...which i guess is a good thing to a certain point... like what will i do when he gets a g/f? ehh w/e im not gunna think about this rite now... but i dont think i'll be giiving head to ne one else too soon... i feel like such a little whore... i dont kno whats wrong w/ me..