wow things at home have been kinda weird... i dont feel too close w/ ne one anymore... it come to the point where i spend most of my time locked up in my room w/ a depressing book and depressing music...and where i have been crying alot ...just for no reason... i havent talked to many of my friends this summer... i feel like im drifting away from them all... i cry all the time.... i rlly miss my cousin stacey... she was always there when i needed her but she moved and i dont get to see her very often ... im crying soo hard thinking about it now... i miss herrr so muchh ... i could tell her ne thing... i mean ne thing... she seems to understand me... i need to just someone to talk to ... _sanna