But first it must end. And it ended today. I just left Chuck. And, really, Im happy. It would have been two years in january, and I still tear up, but it was for the best. Thats about it, I guess. SO many things going on right now. Last night Chuck called and threatened my dad. He can't get that we are over. Its done, and Im getting a divorce. The motherfucker used to hit me, alright? Throw me around and once threw me outside without shoes and it was snowing. Im not going to get into it though. So here I am again. A single woman with a child. I could ask the question, who would want me? But...I dont have to. Its early stages yet, but maybe...