and i've never talked to him, but he watches me when i talk to other people. i'll be speaking and i'll make eye contact with him. i know he's listening. i know he's interested in what i have to say. sometimes what i talk about is complete bullshit or just random nonsense, but he's always there. it isnt creepy though. it's not a creepy watch, it's like he wants to reply or say something. he has opinions running through his brain that he doesnt speak out. i always have an urge to sit down next to him and try to start a conversation. he's one of those invisible kids. i dont think i even know his name. but he's there, and i see him, and his eyes make me interested. so why can't boys like that come speak to me? -amanda