Listening to: Underoath - Watch Me Die
Feeling: sinful
You kept your mouth shut
you saw my flesh cut
To you there was no "but"
'till no more husband you got.
To live in your perfect world,you chose.No one you told
The price you had to pay was your daughters life,which you eagerly sold.
Seen me cry,watched me die
can't deny all your lies
He messed me up,'till I was getting high
bleeding through as much as nature defies.
Kept quiet all those nights
to disguise wrongs into rights
Now you wonder why to all these fights
Guess what!Abused..abused!Reality bites!
To live in your perfect world,you chose.No one you told
The price you had to pay was your daughters life,which you eagerly sold.
Hide behind religious masks
pretend to do all your motherly tasks
and whenever someone asks
a smile so fake you make me puke..my mother sucks!
You let him touch
You let him watch.
To live in you perfect world..
You stayed beside
as a 5 year old died
You shut your eyes
to all my cries.
8 years you made me go through hell
every night into pain,into hate I fell
5 years old and broken,a loveless life so pale
Pain became hate,bloody arms like a story tale.
YOU LET HIM TOUCH
YOU LET HIM WATCH
SACRIFICED MY LIFE
TO STILL BE HIS WIFE!
You dared stand beside him still
no matter what he did,no matter how I feel
Can't erase the memories,they can't be killed
I fucking hat you both!..waiting to be healed.
Irony,now he left you
for who knows,who cares who
Now you're the one crying
now I'm the one smiling.
if your not gona say something good
then fuck off and dont comment on what i write
you sound so emo it isnt funny, fuckhead
YOU CAN GO DIE
so i shall finish this
fuck off
how stupid are you, i dont even have a brother
why dont you just go cut yourself and go suck dick like all good emo sluts do
if i want to write about stuff thats going on with me i fucking will because its my diary
and you, you fucking emo bitch, all you write about is cutting and suicide and shit... you must be pretty fucked up and i bet your really really fat and ugly and have to pay a guy to let you suck his dick
You're a rather talented writer, that's for sure. I just hate that you've had such inspirations to write it...I'm sorry.