** Knowing Me **

Feeling: broken
I find my self meaningless and empty just knowing that im not at all worthy. It's just this feeling that burns my soul the look in my eyes is so dead,there is no glow. Receiving, deceiving, believing, just feeling, that is living. So tired of me, it makes me so sick dying inside, im feeling so weak. Cutting like all, needing to bleed dont know whats worse, now or as a kid. Everybody sees me, and they see my fears choking inside, 'cause i wont show my tears. Stuck with my self, no way to live got to make a choice now, need to start to believe.
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Haha yeah
I can't stop eating fudge pops
Maybe if I keep eating them I'll get fat
Like really fat
Like Spinster Fat
Maybe...

lol You're poem was beauitful
Kelly
hA Ha! Thanks for dropping by! You could use an update tho! Looks like you've been gone for awhile! Hope life is good :)
at least someone thinks the same thing that i do about guys. but now my bf hasent talked to me in 3 days and yesterday was our 1 month anniversry. thats not really a reaon to be pissed but he still could have called.
dumb ass whore !!!!!!!!!!! god I aint having no fuckin babi
what the heck is that gross picture of just to let you know that is very nasty and you are a sick freak
[Anonymous]
you are a sick feak
[Anonymous]
yup.
by From Autumn to Ashes.

really really good song.
what do you mean you kinda get paid? im just wondering and no one is stupid, everyone just has to have goals to go for in life, a dream to persue.
lol
what's what song about?
haha! why would you drop out?
Haha ewww-
Tragic Measures-
Ugh-
Im so bored right now

blah
wow. you seem to have a not-so-nice fan base. For what its worth, I still like you :) lol. Ignore the haters.
haha-
i could never get fat-
i have a fear of getting fat-
cuz im just gay like that-
i think if i ever got fat, id never be able to get unfat
who is this?
real origional
who the hell are you???
thank you lol.. yeah i just realized that he does. he just wasnt really worth it.
cutting is retarded.
I'm speechless. Not only are you inconceivably retarded, but weakly shallow. Is that your only defense? To mock how I might possibly look? Pathetic. You have no foundation on my appearance and you're aimless trying to insult it...what the fuck are you thinking? You've given me every reason to believe you're a drooling mass of stupid, where as you have no evidence to my physical appearance. End your life, it's shallow and meaningless anyways
aww did i hurt your feelings like the rest of the world? haha how are your parents doing? still hate them? stop cuttin yourself no one cares.
haha yeah. its such a fun word. ♥
oh i thought it was just some random persons arm. lol now that I really look at it, it looks like bar-b-q sauce. ill put the pic on later.
♥ Bran-d
haha funny! Do u like fucking w/ ppl's minds cuz I don't like when ppl do so don't
I thought I asked you not to post stupid comments. But I guess reading and comprehension aren't your forte. As you seem to have demonstrated by missing the theme and overall point of the entry. See the food was just a medium in which stupid people - like you - have affected my life in a negative fashion. This fustrates me because people have a potential for greatness but, the majority chose to be exactly like you. It's appalling.
nah, three days. i probably just have some form of separation anxiety or other, because last summer he was gone for over two months straight, which was probably one of the lower points of my life. i guess you could say we are not only a couple, but best friends as well.