Listening to: Silverstein - November
Feeling: broken
I find my self meaningless and empty
just knowing that im not at all worthy.
It's just this feeling that burns my soul
the look in my eyes is so dead,there is no glow.
Receiving, deceiving, believing, just feeling, that is living.
So tired of me, it makes me so sick
dying inside, im feeling so weak.
Cutting like all, needing to bleed
dont know whats worse, now or as a kid.
Everybody sees me, and they see my fears
choking inside, 'cause i wont show my tears.
Stuck with my self, no way to live
got to make a choice now, need to start to believe.
I can't stop eating fudge pops
Maybe if I keep eating them I'll get fat
Like really fat
Like Spinster Fat
Maybe...
lol You're poem was beauitful
Kelly
by From Autumn to Ashes.
really really good song.
what's what song about?
Tragic Measures-
Ugh-
Im so bored right now
blah
i could never get fat-
i have a fear of getting fat-
cuz im just gay like that-
i think if i ever got fat, id never be able to get unfat
♥ Bran-d