DON"T STEAL THIS ASK TO USE IT PLEASE its copywritted I had a dream last night or was it reality whatever it was It was comfortable, but at the same time a terrible scare I saw the blade coming closer to my skin or was it actually there the pictures not so clear now All my troubles slowly started to drip away at least for a little while with a few quick swipes But no one will understand that the pain and fears I once had all are fading away relief is felt for now feeling alive - instead of dead self-hatred, anger, guilt stream out total fulfillment - without a doubt fighting depression everyday insecurities & fear along the way low self-esteem, feelings of anguish but nobody ever said life was fair right? There's a lot of us here - you see the abused, and broken, wanting to be free we’re afraid, scarred, needing care looking for help - is anyone there? Are you there? remember I’m still a lost child within waiting for a friend’s arms to hold me tight hoping & praying someone will care and maybe show me it will be alright you'll see the young person behind the tears that needs you to be there all you have to do is look within and care why do I do these things you ask to punish myself & get rid of sin to destroy the images & lies that were told that left me torn apart, messed up & cold if you really listen & try to understand maybe I'll trust you & take your hand just listen to me when I need your ears always give me your arms to hug away my fears help me rip out the crazy thoughts inside in head… stick with me & be a true friend… …because that’s all I truly need is you my friend.