I was think about everything you all have ever said to me and I think... I can't hide behide a fake smile anymore. or hide behide the tears or what is not me and I can't hide the scars anymore. not that I smiled much anyhow... you no what I mean I want to be me not who I'm told to be! I don't want to be miss perfect ever though I never was I don't want to be labled by the ppl i talk to or who I hang out with, I don't want to be labled at all in one "click" I have friends that do drugs, that are christian, that are goth, I have friends that are perfect in the eyes of many, I have friends in all groups and I don't change me to go from group to group, I'm tyred of being and doing everything because someone tells me to. When I want to do something I will and when I don't I won't. I want to change me so that I am me I'm not satitisfied with the me that does everythign that is wanted of me... I'll finish later feeding the baby she just woke up!!!!!!!!