I'm sorry I can't be perfect in your eyes. remember everyone views perfect different though. I can't please everyone its inpossible I've tried and I'm not doing it anymore. I made myself misrable for so long trying to make everyone else happy and it didn't work. How come I can't just be me that should be perfect enough if your really my friends. right? Theres so much to life its short and long at the same time. All ppl seem to do is judge others for what they see on the outside thats a suxy way of living life don't you htink? I want to be happy and be friedns with everyone. I want to be remembered as the person who was always smiling no matter what but you all making your observations make it so I can't. but I wont let you get in my way coreys not going to hate me forever Im gonna do this my way now!!!! hehehehehehehe