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well things are getting better.
josh says that he is will to stop calling me a whore&stuff. which makes me happy. john and nick were sticking up for me when he was calling me a whore. wehn nick told me i wanted to cry. it made me happy. well i talked to josh during gym yesterday. i think mr.p puts us on a team together on pupose or something.oh well whatever. but uhm so i asked josh why he broke up with me and he said because you got fingered by nick and mike in one night and thats hoeish, so i dont know. i really didnt do anything that night besides make out with nick. it wasnt really a dare but he does make me sound like a whore. he always say s well you made out with nick and you liked anthony but not nick so you probably did and you still do. :/ i really dont but whatever. he asked me if i liked anthony and i told him i did cause i did but not while we were going out. so he told anthony and anthony asked me and i told him yeah i did. so today i asked him who he liked and he said someone alittle and i'm like who. oh duh jackie and he swore on our friendship tha he didnt so i dont know who it is. people say its me but i'm not sure. whatever. i still like josh but i'll never get another chance with him. :/ which makes me sad but i'll get over it. oh well whatever. nick told me today that he still really really likes me so i felt pretty bad. i told him i still like josh so i dont know. i dont want to hurt him again. its not fair at all. so i wont do that to him. i like josh alot but he doesnt seem to believe me about that either. so i dont know,. well i was soo happy today cause he sat by me in lunch like old times and like i was happy. but uhm i'm not going to go out with any other guy tha josh for at least 3 more weeks. the only guy other than josh i would go out with anyway would be like anthony. like whoaa dont tell that one. haha. whatever.
got to go do sme stuff. <333
josh i still really like you.