uhm well to fill you in last saturday me & nick started going out . i liked him . not so much alot . and i told him the truth and everything . but then i told him about like how it is wierd dating i dont know . like he is just my friend . i cant explain it ad no one gets it but really i dont care as long as he is okay with it . uhm but yesterday i broke up with him . i thought he was going to cry . omgOSH i would have shot myself =] but i didnt . and he didnt and i'm glad. i just hope he does what he said he was going to do . get over it and have fun instead of getting so caught up in everything . so i dotn know . but i think we are still friends. YEAH WE ARE. of course. we are never not going to be friends . well i hope not anyways . well whatever . it is kind of likea break thing but it might turn out as just a regular break up . he asked me if i wanted to tell people because he dowesnt want people mad at me but really i dont care. i will find out who my true friends are. if they are mad then it sucks for them but they arent a part of it . i just hope me & nick will still be friends and everything wont be awkward cause that sucks . soo yeahh . otherwise everything is good . uhm i dont really like anyone =] =x haha jackiee . shhhh hmmmm ? well anywasy uhm i guess thats all that is really going on . soo i guess i will leave it at that . hmmm ♥