life is so crazy now. i like these two kids and i like can't tell anyone. i feel like i have no one to talk to. i wish there was just one person there that i can go to for ANYTHING. i can't talk to the girls cause i can't stand being with them anymore, they're all dramatic, well not allof them but together the group of girls, i cant stand it. all theguys i like hanging out with but you can't really talk to them about other guys, it's alittle weird. i have one guy i can talk to about guys and another guy i can talk to about everything else. you never know who your friends are these days. i just need to make a decision if i want people to know, and i doubt i will want them to know. i'm just like that, cause if the guy knows then i'm all shy around him. whatever, i just hope it all works out so maybe i wont be depressed all the time!!! -faith ♥