im completely happy with what i got for christmas I got a fender squire acoustic. a satnd. a music stand.and a cd rom that teaches you how to play.I will be rockin it by this time next year you juat wait and see.From my aunt i got a 30$ gift card for hot topic.ten bucks.a faerie journal and bath set.both from hot topic.and my uncle gave me 50$.Id have to say that is sooooo much more than i expectd i didnt even expect the guitar for a while but i feel very privileged id guess i would put it. but what makes my day so bad is because this whole thing with James,hes calling me incessentally.and today i saw him and he gave me like this big note it was 12 pages but every page was starting something new.it was really creppy.hes obsessed.its scaring me.he wrote things in them that just made no sense.but i got a good laugh out of the first few pages but i kinda feel bad for making fun of his feelings.I guess i just have to tell him straight up that i dont like him and never will again. but its things like these that make me more lonely.i mean what if someone treated me like i treat him i would be heart broken but im not trying to laed him on i never even thought i was.but i feel so empty like i have no one to talk to and no one to be with and no one to hold or look forward to see.or think about constantly. i dont even like anyone.o well i think im just over thinking.