As children we believed The grandest sight to see Was something lovely Wrapped beneath our tree Well heaven only knows That packages and bows Can never heal A hurting human soul No more lives torn apart That wars would never start And time would heal all hearts And everyone would have a friend And right would always win And love would never end, oh This is my grown up christmas list. Merry Christmas okay, so today, my dad made Ben and i go for a run with him. We got all the way to Brookwood when i got tired and went back. Ben and Dad kept going. When they came back, they told me taht they had seen TOMMY!!! I was soooooooooooooo mad at myself for not going with them. Apperently, he was with his friends playing basketball and skateboarding. OMGOMGOMGOMG im so mad that i didnt get to see him. Oh well, i didnt know he would be outside, and plus, you dont exactly look your best when your sweaty and tired from running for a while. im so miserable. It's christmas, i shouldnt be... xoxo