i hate myself. i really do. i am sooooo regretting not going to IB this year, or even Fair. IM SO FUCKING MAD. i missed out on so much, and i just found out that the guy i like hooked up with someother girl who is totally wierd and that if i had gone to camp, then i would have!!!! UGH I HATE MYSELF IVE LEFT EVERYTHING THAT IVE EVER KNOWN AND CARED ABOUT...GUS, Indian Brook, GDA, Massachusetts, and now its gonna be Camden/Steven and i HATE MYSELF FOR IT!