..::: school is finally OVER!!!! :) YEAH!!!! so anyway i guess my first day of summer went completly miserable and then unbarably wonderful all in the same day! were not going to get into it though i just kind of feel like blah... there are no words at all and i just wish that people would notice and act on what is right in front of them. i don't know if that makes sense, but it does to me... im going over to Dylan's tomorrow i can't wait... we have not hung out in the longest time. i miss hanging out with him. he used to be like my best friend him and Brock. it sucks how the best things in your life just change like that. i wish they didn't. the ones that last the longest seem to be the worst times. oh well you can't win them all i have learned. i just wish that everything was going right for once. but of coarse they never do so why wish... uhh i have so much on my mind. i know i will be up all night thinking about it trying to sort it out but i will just end up getting my self even more confused on something i just need to let go and just see how it all falls in... i don't have enough patience for that though. what can you do? im talking to my sister so i g2g bye bye :::..