You're walking away, And I'm standing here smiling, But under my skin, I'm crumbling down and dying. I probably deserve this pain, I probably brought it on myself. I should have treated you better. But it's so hard to tell. Slit my wrists and die a whore Love to love what you adore I can give you anything, but please let me Be your everything... please you break my heart into 1000 pieces and you say it's because i deserve better? Goodbye Is Forever. You know me better than I know myself. And I trust you more than I trust anyone else. But promises broken are promises made. At least from what I’ve seen it all fades. This halo of innocence, Somehow slipped too low, And now it's choking me, But i've got nowhere left to go.. Some of the cruelest lies, Are told in silence. Please don't take it further, If you plan on letting go... Remember with every kiss.. You place upon her lips.. That i may be miles away.. Knowing where you are.. Knowing you're there with her.. And falling even more in love with you.. All over again.. And what? You expected me to be still standing there? You expected me to be just lying there on the ground? You expected me to hold on still? You expected me to be so deep in love? But now you sit on the cold concrete alone. And now you miss me so. And now you realize, All you did, You regret. You never believed in me You're spending all your nights growing old in your bed And im tearin up ur photos cause i wanna forget... its over. I can't say i blame you, But i wish i could. I'll be happy until tomorrow. If you touch me again, I will tear you apart. I wonder what it feels like to be pretty. Your words hurt me, feeling like a sharp knife, Slicing my heart into countless pieces. I don't want to get hurt again. Its so comforting to know i'll never have to believe again. I look into the mirror the WHORE is all i see. It's good to know that if I ever need attention all I have to do is die. My better half was praying for you to fall. Tell me , How It feels To Be So Pretty. You're just another face in a room full of whores. Pull the trigger and the nightmare stops. Be silent now, The sting of the razor soon will fade. Fuck all your false beauty, It was transparent just like your smile. Taste my fear. She Is The Saddest Girl That I Have Ever Known. Don't you think I know what I'm doing, Don't tell me that it's doing me wrong, You're the one who's really a loser, This is where I feel I belong. I'd kill myself for you and you wouldn't even notice. Why can't i be what you need? Im so tired of pretending everything is okay, My tears are starting to show, And my smile is fading away. Eat the words people say and you will die (cause it kills you inside) I can still feel your thoughts ripping me apart, And my hate for you has spread to my heart like poison, One more nail in the coffin, and its all for you. Your words are repeating and misleading, They left me on your floor bleeding. Slit my wrists take away the pain, Slit my throat everyone's to blame. Papercut my heart in half.. And discard the evidence.. When it's yours come send me the last half. The killer in me is the killer in you My love I send this smile over to you. Clearly my pretty face isn't everything... Love is another word for regret. [I still run to the phone hoping it's you ... But it never is