..::: im going out with JOSH! im so happy we have been spending so much time together. i really really like him! he makes me feel all giggly inside. ahhh i have not felt like this in i can't even remember when the last time i felt like this was! im just so happy! i don't know what to do with myself! i really wish that he wasn't going to California! oh well i have to deal with it. im really going to miss him. i know im going to be like counting down the days until he gets back. :)! yeah anyway he is so just ahhhhh. Anyway Summer Jam is tonight Ned and i are leaving in like 15 minutes to go and meet Joe and Andrea at the mall to go to the concert. i guess it will be okay. i didn't even want to go to the concert in the first place but oh well it is going to be fun. well i hope. Ned and Joe are going to make it interesting! i mean what isn't interesting when you are with one of them? my mom is letting me keep my nose pierced! im so happy i really like it! and so does Josh! Sophie did a really good job too. and considering we were stoned! lol! but yeah it is not infected or anything it looks pretty good! it looks a lot different than what i thought it was going to! but that is okay! im going to go now and leave for my concert! :)... bye bye :::..