i'm starting to get to the point where i just don't really care anymore, so this is gonna be put right out there for everyone to read, no private, i mean what would the point of that be? anyways, i am so sick of the way people treat me, they think i am some kind of fuckin toy? cause i'm still a young girl, i do have feelings.. but what does that matter,right? i won't let people toy me around anymore, no more me being played cause that is just bullshit, i deserve way better than that....no girl should go through what i kno not only me went through, it's not right, especially when i have been a good friend for a long time, i mean is it that easy to hurt you're friends? that's just pathetic.. this is not writen to be a bitch or mean or to hurt anyone, it's just how i feel inside, i feel hurt and used and i am pissed off, i hope i can get around it and i know i will but for now i gotta get back my pride and find someone who will be good to me...& yet i still care about you just as much as i did at the start, even after everything.... " my weakness is, i care to much " girls, keep it real! i gottcha lauren