i have had alot of time to think things over, about everything that has happend this summer so far, and i came to a conclusion that he couldn't have cared as much about me as he claimed if he said things he did, and did what he did.....so i shouldn't be taking this so hard...it's just even harder to take knowing i probably won't even see him, unless it's just by cowinsedince..i just miss the way things were, even before things happend when we were good friends and we could talk about things together, now all that seems so far away, and i don't even think i can talk to him about how i feel cause he can't even talk to me...i guess that's why they say friends shouldn't "have things" cause look what happens in the end! gotta get outa the city ( CHRISTIE ROAD TRIP? ) or beau's cabin with all the hotties;) got some plans for that;) ahah im outties tho, seeya lauren