in my last entry i was sore and needed a massage and i just wanted to give an explanation since someone asked y was i sore. even though i am skinny, i want to tone up my muscles so i have been exercising alot and plan to be getting carmen electra's striptease aerobics here very soon. also, being out of shape, makes my muscles hurt that much more. so there's the explanation. ********************************************** i love eric so much.i really would wanna marry him someday. but sometimes i wonder if he truly loves me like he says. or...if he just says it b/c i'm his first love. i mean...technically he's my first true love too, but i know i really do love him cuz it hurts so bad when we break up and when we argue. i hate it. but i love the thought of being with him for the rest of my life. i have a problem. mine and eric's 2 year anniversary is coming up, and i dont have a clue in the world what to get him. i want to get him something special, something that he'll actually like. not something u would get a guy for like, their b-day or x-mas...this is a really big thing. i mean, we've been together for 2 YEARS! that is a long ass time. if anyone has any ideas on something i can get him (something under like, $200), please let me know. i'm not too good with coming up with ideas for gifts. thanks so much! ********************************************** foxxy66: how do u get backgrounds and pictures like that? like, how do u make it so that u can put ur pic in the top left corner, and put pics and backgrounds on ur journal? i'd really appreciate u or someone else letting me know. thx!