ugh...people really upset me. i've been needin an oil change in my car for like...several months and i got paid today and i have the money and now...my mom wont go get an oil change in my car!!!!!!! argh! and then when i was on my way home from gettin gas, i had to stop cuz there was a car that was turning and the car behind me continuously keeps tryin to fly past me and shit and i was just like, y dont u slow the fuck down...damn it. ********************************************** okay, i'm better now. eric got paid today also...he's supposed to be takin me out to dinner tonight. dont know where though...well, he said if he has enough money...cuz he wont get his check till he clocks out tonight. sure hope he has some money. i'm hungry. i'm thinkin bout goin up the street and gettin a pop tart...the brown sugar kind. i've been sorta cravin one of those for like a week. weird. i need to get me some new walkin shoes so i can go to the park and walk like, 5 miles again. so i can lose more weight, considerin i gained back like, 1/2 of what i originally lost. that sucks real bad but oh well. i dont really need to lose weight. i only weigh 131 lbs. and i'm like 5'4" or 5'5". i need to do some sit-ups so i can tone up and get me a 6-pk...lol. yeah right. i feel so weird right now. like not in a bad way though. i just feel goofy/silly, like a lil kid or something. haha. thats fun. okay, i think thats enough for now. p.s. xgreatromances...how old r u really?