oh my goodness. as of yesterday, me and eric have been together for a year and ten months! i remember the very first time i talked to him on the phone when he was at seans house...i hated his guts. he pissed me off so bad. he was a smart ass. but then i remember the very first time i actually met eric in person. i thought he was so cute and i was so shy that i told him and sean that i wasnt me...i told them my name was stephanie. eric was so funny that day. then we were just friends even though i wanted to try to be more, but we lived too far (only 15 minutes but neither of us had cars or licenses at the time) and plus i figured he liked my, at the time, best friend more than me. then, when i started hangin out over at seans house with sean, eric wanted to date me. and at first i didnt wanna date him. i dont know why though. i guess maybe because i was so used to hangin out with 'wiggers' and bein a lil ghetto girl and playin all the guys and everything. eric was just, so...none of that. he was like, the complete opposite somehow. the first few months were really rough. we broke up like everyday, we'd get into huge arguments where we would walk to the corner and scream at each other. and then, when we had been goin out for 2 months, i finally kissed him. for some reason i couldnt do it before then. i dont know why. i wasnt nerous or n e thing. i dont know. it was just weird. now look at us. we've been together for almost 2 years, off and on again, but 2 years nonetheless. i love him so much. i really do plan on marrying him someday. he's says the same, i only hope he actually means it. i know everyone is probably thinkin i'm too young to even be thinkin about marriage, but i'm not. i mean, it's not like i'm plannin on gettin married next year, it'll be quite a few more years before i get married. but why shouldnt i go ahead and dream of marryin eric someday in the future if thats what i want? he makes me so happy and he spoils me! i really do love him. if this isn't true love, i dont know what is! sorry if this entry has seemed boring. i dont really think anybody's been readin it anyways. if you've been readin my journal, please comment and let me know something about yourself.