well now...that is the last time i ever wish for more excitement in my life. wednesday night, on my way home from eric's house, before i even got out of his neightborhood i got pulled over. them damn audubon park cops piss me off. he pulled me over because he said i didnt stop at the stop sign. well now, hes just blind. i DID stop. i just stopped and then went, instead of waiting and looking and everything, but it's not like there were any other cars around, its a freakin' side street at 10 p.m. come on now! so, he gave me a ticket. $150. i dont have that much money! i got paid today, and after i paid my other bills, i only have $70...and that's for 2 WEEKS! what the hell am i gonna do??? mine and eric's 2 year anniversary is in 1 month exactly, and i was plannin on spendin bout $200 or something on him. and my best friend's birthday is like a week after our anniversary! what am i gonna do? i'm not gonna be able to get eric or her anything! i feel so horrible! eric left thursday for pennsylvania with his family. i am so upset. this is craziness. he'll be back in a week and i miss him like crazy. i really dont know how people can handle long-distance relationships. eric lives near me and is only gone for a week, and i miss him so much. how in the hell can people stand living so far apart and only seeing each other for like a week? thats just nuts. i would lose my mind! well, i'm gonna go back to being crazy! goodnight everyone!