well, what can i say.... these past few day have not been what i would call "good". heck, these past few days warrant the word "piss"... lately, i've been feeling so lost and alone, and abandoned.... i just have this horrible feeling that God is preparing me for something not so fun. i hate that feeling. i know that God is God, and he wants the very very very best for his children, so i'm trusting him.... plus he's put quite a few people in my life, to sho me love...becca boyd... what can i say.... you are the only reason i laugh right now... i'm just too down to smile... well, i'm out..... check ya.