you may be asking why i chose wounded for this one. don't worry, it's nothing bad. it's a girl. but only, this time there is no heartbreak to speak of. only confusion. she's having second thoughts. doubting that i am truly as good as i seem. it hurts me. she doesn't trust. she's been hurt too many times before.why are there so many idiots out there who treat women like crap. where do they get off thinking they own the world. assholes. you're ruining more relationships than you think. if you hit a girl, you're no better than any terrorist or murderer. how selfish can one person be, to make another person live in such fear that it affects them and all who surround them, for ages. i love her heart, and her thoughts, and her eyes, and the way she looks at me. i love her pain and her anguish. i want it to be mine, just so she has no worries. just so she can love me. that's all i want. i don't want a past relationship to control the one i'm in now. it shouldn't work that way. yes, we should learn from past mistakes, and accomplishments. but you should never be put through something that will control you for years. i guess, in the end, what i'm really trying to say is; guys, think twice before you take your anger and self pity and lack of respect for yourself, out on the beautiful women God has put on this earth with us. you need to love them unconditionally, and treat them like angels and queens. because if not, you're destroying many lives, including your own. you'll get trapped in a cycle of abuse and loneliness. so, good luck, and look out. it will come back to haunt you, and you'll be lucky if i'm not the one doing the haunting. well, enough of my rambling and throwing such angry words on this poor screen. i'm sorry. eat sleep die, Ashton R. Craig-Parlier