Well tonight the tears didn't stay inside. I am so fucking mad at my mom so I came down here to the computer and I just started crying out of nowhere! My mom is such a bitch she won't even let me out to see the guy I like and he is leaving tomorrow for two weeks! If it wasn't raining right now I would be out of my bedroom window faster than you can say bloodymurder! God I am so fucking pissed off right now I wish I had parents like some of my other friends. Fuck the guy that one of my friends likes is at my guy's house tonight and she got to go over at 11:00! I should of spent the fucking night at her house! Then I could spend the night with the guy I like goddamnit! His friend is trying to help me out right now but it isn't doing much... and I keep trying to call but he keeps saying call back later... well soon it will be too late. I just want to talk to him right now... maybe that would stop the tears. ---вяокεи ģіяł---