Listening to: Kelly Clarkson- Because Of You
Feeling: amazed
--just so you know this is an amazing song--
This past week something crazy happened to me. My ex-boyfriend, whom I have not seen or talked to since at least June, started talking to me on MSN. He was being super nice and appologised for when he had been an asshole to me. Then he wanted to know if we could be friends again, and I said yes. I thought it would be good to start off a new year on a positive note. But then he went on to talk about our past relationship, which made me a little curious of what was going on. Suddenly, to my surprise, he just starting confessing everything, how we still wants to be with me, how he misses me, and so on. I didn't know what to say. I mean, I have a boyfriend, but the minute he started saying this stuff to me, hidden feelings for him started coming through. I talked to him until very late and I just felt so weird. I ended up crying myself to sleep that night thinking about it all. The next day my boyfriend called me and started talking to me in that amazing way that he does and I almost wanted to kill myself for even thinking about losing him for my ex. But me and my ex decided to be friends and we shall see what happens from there.
---вяокεи ģіяł---
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