Yeah my dad has been pretty shot. I woke up..watched Taking Lives (good movie). Now im online all my friends quit talking to me so i just put an away message up. Brian is in wisconsin. Im missing him :( He comes home tomrorow though so thats cool. When he is not around I am just sad. I mean many of my friends dont hang out with me outside of school. I have church tonight. Im excited aboutthat. I need to get ready soon but im looking up new hairstyles. Its time for a change. I need to go out and get hair dye soon. I miss my purple and black hair. DONT FREAK out its pretty not stupid. I cleaned my room all last night till like four in the morning. Another sleepless night added on. Woo hoo. I had popcorn today. Wow my life is boring. Well last sunday i spent a wonderful day with brian. It was the first time i saw him in a week because i was out of town and then i saw him and now he is out of town. Me and him have been having some rough times but we got it together. He changed. But he is back to his old self. But i am scared he will break up with me again but he has been acting different ever since we got back together. HE has been buying me things and telling he how he feels every second and when i leave his house he sits on my car so i dont leave and he will make me roll down the window and he will give me one more kiss goodbye. I love him. So im praying that things will stay this way and they have been for the past couple weeks. Well im going to go take a shower. Much Love. Peace!