Dear you,

I'm committing myself to writing. I just read The Perks Of Being A Wallflower for the 50th time and decided that every book should be written like that. Like a letter to someone who won't be named. So I guess I will copy the author, but all credit goes to that genius. 50 was an exaggeration by the way.

I'm also committing to doing things that are good for me. Relaxing. Studying. Working out. Eating healthy. Being single although I'm still in love with my ex. I'll tell you more about that later.

I decided not to feel guilty about smoking pot pretty often. It's relaxing and helps me sleep. It keeps my nightmares away too. Just have to stop eating so much shit when I do.

I went on a cruise to Mexico last week and lost a bunch of weight, got a tan, and recollected myself. I swam with dolphins and rode a carousel.

I'm 20 years old and most of the time I watch Nickelodeon or Cartoon Network, does that make me weird? I guess. I am weird. I think people falling asleep in public and puking noises are the funniest things. I love when people are random and loud and make fun of me and themselves. I talk very quietly, I'm not shy though. I have a mouse and I live with a cat. I'll explain that later. I want to have a farm full of animals some day.

Sincerely,

Me