Dear you,

I'm watching Say Yes to the Dress. You would have loved that show.

It's weird to think that my ideal marriage age is only 6 years away. I thought my whole life would be planned out by now. I'd still be dating my first boyfriend, Mason, and we would get engaged soon then get married when we had a home and enough money. HAHA. You only met Mason once but, anyway.

I love wedding dresses. It's depressing to watch this knowing I won't be able to afford any of these dresses. Well, I don't know. My dad is making his way up there. I guess he got a 150,000 dollar bonus. That makes me feel guilty because most of the people in the world don't even make that yearly. My dad's bonus was...... I'm hearing a lot of barking in my right ear, I hope I'm not hallucinating..... anyway, my dad's bonus was 100k more than most people even make in a year. It's weird. So maybe I could have the dress. My dad only splurges on the things we really need. Unless it's a cruise. He loves cruises.

I'm supposed to hang out with my ex later. I think it's funny how I've told you everyone else's name except for his. It's Danny. It's funny how I thought his name was dumb before I got to know him. Now I love it...

Okay, I'm going to hang out with Alex now. I think my roommate is home. Yuck.

Sincerely,

Me