suprisingly im upbeat and im not to sure why. i mean with all that im feeling latly about and toward dylan im super suprised im feeling so happy....cuz right now im smiling...man its been awhile lol and like i said yesterday id be hating him today, kay so maybe im not exactly hating him but i am not wanting him back...thats fer sure....lol but i do know that will change tommorrow if not later on today...why is it he has such a hold on me? when he doesnt even give a fuck?....whatever so i went to the park today with my beautiful ccuzins lol it was alright....haha the most fun ive had since andrea was over lol....fuck i work so much next week i work friday saturday sunday monday tuesday all 3-11 wohooo....oh wells thatll keep my mind off of dylan hopefully...peyce