yea well right now i have noone to be with. i am pretty much alone besides a few friends. some certain things have really fucked with my head lately and right now i am pretty much just waiting for lifes end. mainly because i have noone holding me back. well you know it will happen eventually, and i will probably love the day it happens to take me out of this fucked up world. i always seem to fuck things up and mess up other peoples lives but you know people are supposed to forgive and forget but oh well.