is the absolute first love of my life. i dont think i've ever felt like this. is this how it alwayys feels?? ::butterflies when we talk:: ::goosebumps when he says i love you:: ::dying when we dont talk:: ::killing myelf over other guys and kisses cuz it feels wrong:: the onlyy suckyy thingg is that he lives in NH. and i live in IN. im practically in love...but it cant ever happen... i get to finalyy meet him durring spring break... and im the most excited person in the world... i hope things work.