last night a friend of mine and her sister, a friend of her sister's, the friends brother and his friend were all in an accident. the three girls in the back died. my friend included, her sister, and her sisters friend. the boys were life flighted to evansville. i hate that everyone around me i know or love is just dying. it sucks. and in the past 4 months its been car accidents thats taken everyone away from me, my uncle, and now my friend. why does this guy they call god hate me. i really think that i dont believe in him. not if he's gonna treat me like shit. i hate this. what did i ever do to deserve such a fucking messed up life. i HATE this shit. ugg.