Hey.. well im rlly hurt about sumthin but im not gonna talk about it bc i dont wanna go on n on n on .. but im not sure how to deal w. it .. it rlly hurts me n took me by surprise i never knew i had put myself in a place where i could end up hurt .. im just sitting here trying to deal with it n its rlly hard .. umm ok but Lori told me she wants to try to get out old friendship bak which makes me a little happy .. bc i may get my best friend back thats wut ive wanted ... i miss that friendship.. the way we could be crying 2 each other and blaming ourselves for the argument we just had and then once everything is sed n done we just start laughing n saying "i never wanna lose you" i want that back its just hard to put sum things away and get over things.. IF i ever do get over this .. it mite take a WHILE.. well im gonna go!L8r! xx Meghan ♥u Lori... aaf!