im so confused about absolutley everything that is going on with me and kyle, we have gone through so much, and i have no idea whats even going on with us anymore; He is supposed to call me on like saturday adn were gonna talk about our relationship & if theres even anything left to save, i believe that there is, and i wanna try adn make this whole thing work, and i want it to work forever, but i dont know if thats what he wants anymore, i need something more, from him, and i need him to start showing more appriciation for what hes got, cause hes got something really great going for himself, and hes about to loose it. I was reading the last entry i wrote adn it talked about how we were amazing and perfect well that just goes to show you how fast things can go wrong. It was like a month, haha and now were like fighting and back to the same old shit. I dont know what to do anymore i hate this shit. grr. anyways i gotta get back to "work" so ill maybe write soon again, haha if i have some time, cause this shit is quite frankly gay.