okayy so about all that shit that im over kyle and ready for something new, fucck that shit i am so not ready for something new i never will be. i am so madly in love with the fucking kid, i never want to be with anyone but him in my entire life. Kyle is everything to me and i dont know what im doing without him. My lifes incomplete without him . My lifes not worth living without him. I took him for granted, and i was stupid adn i know that now that ive lost the only good thing i had going for myself. i should call him, and tell him howi feel but i dont know what to say, im scared. of rejection or better yet him telling me he hates me and never wants to talk to me again. cause i look desperate begging for his forgiveness, and to take me back. like what am i ? hahah what have i come down tooo