wow, this diary thing is kinda lame ass. well its 2006 which means a new year which means a new beginning a new me, im tired of being upset adn lonley all the time, but theres nothing i can do about it, but try and be happy again. Without Kyle, i know its really hard, but he was in the past i am never going to forget him but i think i should just move on and continue living my life, and if me and kyle somewhere down the line, meet again and give us a shot again, then so be it.. i love him more t hen life and i miss him alot, but i know i can do this. Well, brittany was down here lastweek, boy was that ever a fun week. Did e for my very first time, it was amazingly fun, hah i had a very good time doing it. I might do it again one day but who knows. hahaha She was here for new years, we went to bailey and ajs, adn she started feeling kinda sick, so Roddy drove her home, and Roddy came back. He got pretty drunk, and got daring adn drank this really strong whiskeey or something adn then puked outside, and then he went and decided to lick it up off the groubd, what a fucking goofball. it was a fun way to bring in the new year, i just wish that i could have been out with Kyle, like i was lastyear, lastyears new years was the best one of my life, this year kinda sucked, not what i had expected it to be, not at all. but what are ya gonna do. well this shit is pretty lame i guess, i have nithing else to write, xoxoox jessica.