im in such a bad mood and really sad. Would you like to know why? "Becuase all i need to know is your by my side and knowing that your not is the worst pain ever"(my quote)Wishing that you knew how i felt but it just goes slient.NO more time for talking only time for thinking about how it would be if you knew. Now all that i feel that you have left is pain the deepest and drakest one could ever feel. If you knew would this pain go away? or would it saty but now with the torture of you now knowing. I want to tell you so bad but can't i bare the embrasse ment? I know i can't and i can't bare to see myself on the ground puring out these tears with a bottle of pills in it and pouring them down my thorat and wishing only for my death to come sooner. But then you come over and pick me up and tell me everythings going to be okay and suddnely everything is okay im no longer on the floor. IM now standing next to you the masked person in my dreams. Im smileing luaghing and hopeing this will never end dont you?