Everything just been really hard for me the pass month its just all confuseing and school started up again i guess i like it..It takes my mind of of thigns...Thats a good thing... Step dad is stilla toattly ass he's just makeing things worse i really dislike him...I can't wait till im 18 and out of this shit whole...My parents have acussed me of smokeing cigarest but my Step father has acussed me of smokeing pott which wasn't true at all and now won't lett me doa single thing.. I don't understand why everything i do gose threw him he has no part of my life and it is just wrong for him to make decstion that effected my life..For instines this weekend i am going to the movie with my friends danielle and gina and my step father (i don't even kno why i call him that it should just be like the man that my mother was cheating on with my Father) said i don't think thats a good idea when my mother was perfectedly fine with it and just wanted to mett gina...I just don't understand it and i think it's awhole lot of bullshyt... I know running away isnt the answere but the only time i feel completly free is when im not here...I would still go to school just not be here for awhile i think it would do good for me....Well i just need some a place to put my thoughts...